New Journey to a different angle

Wow it has been a while since I have been on this journal thing... well my journey as a NC student has ended. Well not really I will be a Trailblazer by HEART, I am grateful into coming from a great school, even if I complain and still do who wouldn't? hehe :)
Well NOW I'm a college Freshman, all I have to say... what did I got myself into??!!!!!!! Yep I said it im one of the small percentage of the students who came to this school with no clue whatsoever how they look like or any background knowledge, and YES it is difficult but not impossible, im learning and  growing so much more than what I am used to!... I have two awesome roomates, although we might not get along because I do not try. I get distracted very Easily.. I learned that I am afraid of some athletes, its just the football players since we never had a football team. I tend to remember almost all the students that I have in my class.... except for my biology class, since its HUGE. my consinstancy is not so great.... TO many thing to do..... since I waste my time, and living by myself is so different, I feel that I am missing something.

I just hope my sister is Ok in her college? My relationship with God, well I think im being the unfaithful one.... I'm letting myself be on the thin string all the time, need to work on that too AHHHHHH >_<!

normal day to recover

"Randy Pausch Last Lecture: Achieving Your Childhood Dreams"

my Ex-boyfriend told me to see it and I forgot how it is one of the most inspirational videos I have seen and I saw it on class already lol :)...

Also I went to visit my new Home Midwestern State University :D! getting ready for college :D!

Good news... for my almost ended time =D

I am soooo extremely happy (even if a lot of people wont read this). Praise the Lord I passes all... mostly all my classes the fifth six weeks :-) He answered my prayer and hasn't left me un-abandon... now I need him more than ever, able for me to make my college decision... I know y'all wanna know where I would go. Sadly with inconvenient situations I would not be able to leave out of state for college.. bummer but hopefully I could transfer if I decide.

So right know I'm undecided, I just know God would lead me to the path I have and want to take....ugh and I have to work on a research paper needed to be done in a week!.... the only way I can do this is with God.

Oh and here is my awesome Senior grad Picture check it :D!.. and here is also a poetry that I wrote.... you are not allowed to declare this poem your own, it is rightfully mine, if you want to use it you should ask the author (me) for permission, thank you.

two awesome pose for strong

and long years of hard work!!!

At times I get so mad at myself more than I do with my parents I can be a horrible daughter.
All given in this refuge is the sun,
Blazing its rays with pure splendor,
And the king comes to receive his dark princess,
Beautifully dark are every lock,
And eyes so honest that a translucent path has come to create,
The king with tender love receives her,
So lost from home,
Tattered and untamed has she become,
Remembering that tender love she came back,
And the only thing a kind would do is embrace and reclaim her again,
Such tender love the two have any the skies rejoice of their union again,
As father and daughter

-CLOUD

Prom?!

So I found an awesome dress for prom which I am excoted that it would be awesome...even if there is a dilemma... of not going.... this year like every year that I have gone to prom... ihave been alone... the only difference that this will be my senior prom. Sadly I am waiting a guy a (a specific one) to ask me to prom... I had a crush on him since 9th grade and it came again in the surface on 12th grade..... even though he is shorter than I am I don't mind I still like him I think is for his smile and kindness that he shows to people...even if he is reserved.. that is what I like about him

Awesome Intro!

so hey, you guys!!! in this specific blog I would like to focus on my 2 months of high school and all through my college career, so yeah I have the blue orange pride y'all!!!!, of course I would talk about God most of my time in this blog (it is starting to become natural) but I would post random stuff. Like my normal random self, just typical girl stuff, how I'm doing in college struggles, poems! <3 and all that shabazzz. I would tent to talk in English, but mostly ill be talking at times Spanish, its just natural. so enjoy!!! I tend to write to entertain at times, oh and leave a comment if you like or any suggestions, of problems, concerns and stuff like that. Oh and on the other one it will still be about God school life and stuff but it is mostly center in God, and this one it would not be as much.
 with much love,

CLOUD =D